in the summer you can’t stand the smell of the streets around dark room (on 165 ludlow street and stanton) – 26 (williamsburg, borough of lost boys)

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-scents-

*by someone who stopped smoking

and doesn’t always enjoy a sense of smell*

(frankie leone, just a man)

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*love doesn’t smell like

lubricated condoms opened by a stranger

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or more credit card debt in soho

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or a long run from yourself at the y

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or well whiskey on a black, black(ed out) night

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or awkwardness getting caught staring on the train

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or the bodega guy knowing your favorite ben and jerry’s flavor

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or forgetting there’s something else working dawn ’til dusk

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or desperation to see someone else in that reflection*

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*love smells like breathing deeply

alone, noiseless, ok

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love smells like spooning with that reflection

eyes closed.*

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About Frankie Leone

Tries to write a version of his truth. Also a nightlife worker. Born at Beth Israel Hospital on 1st Ave between 16th and 17th St on December 15, 1984. Lives in Brooklyn. Bears a few scars, tattoos, and regrets. View all posts by Frankie Leone

One Response to “in the summer you can’t stand the smell of the streets around dark room (on 165 ludlow street and stanton) – 26 (williamsburg, borough of lost boys)”

  • I like your words; here are some of mine (alex)

    Your story, as you wish, is

    That of survival, forcing

    Philosophy into the sun—just trying to get up the next day.

    Here’s something new; the kind of fulfillment

    Your mind speaks of softens

    At the vibrant light of your movement:

    How you hold and handle women,

    How men hold and handle you,

    Both with the mindfulness of an instrument’s potential,

    The permanence of a song, the performance mutable.

    In spirit, I keep to you as before,

    Cautionless and with abandon;

    You send more postcards than usual,

    But your words are not steeped in our bodies’ sweat.

    You speak in still symbols—clearer

    As more and more you pass them to me;

    You are comforted by the directness

    And aversion germinating in all words.

    When I’ve always had your mind,

    When your words pour upon themselves

    With the clarity of water,

    What would it mean for me to name your body parts?

    Stick, what I once thought were unlikely words from me,

    To your chest, between the rungs of rib, behind your ear with spit,

    Underneath the sweet intimacy of your ball sack.

    How, now, that I know to you, an eyelid kiss

    Carries the same sentiment as a forehead kiss,

    Without the condescension.

    Is this what happens after you heard

    Yourself call me beautiful and

    were surprised by its new sincerity?

    We can agree to leave these words

    from conversation and post cards, because

    our words can’t become as vulgar as indifference, or

    said under the duress of a promise;

    we will be plainspoken as the sun.

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